Saturday, August 30, 2008

hallo.

weekends again. thank godness. i was starting to get sick of the peon politics in camp. hahahahaha. funny how karma comes back to hit those people in their asses. ok la. i havent been that a good boy recently. still cant get over the stupid problem. but like wad the word says man. they ll come in one way and flee seven. hahaha.

havent been feeling really well since wednesday. had fever. but didnt go to the mo. siao right. den thursday i felt slightly better. this morning my phlegm was like dirty green. omgsh. must have tried to internally mimic the colour of my t shirt yesterday.

anyway. i bought a shirt today at graphite. it was average. but it was cheap la. helped my low budget. even thou i would have preferred the dc comics joker tee. but it was almost 50 bucks and would have fried my atm card.

i didnt know how to feel today. didnt know whether to be sad or angry. in the end i felt more of the former. decided to make myself happier by spending some time alone and running alittle with high tempo music when i came home. but my knee couldnt even take 4 rounds around the park which was like 1.6 km. i really dont know how to get it to heal. the physio keeps procrastinating my treatment cus the stupid gym is undergoing renovations. wth.

i dont know if i wanna go left or go right. i told myself. i couldnt let go of the armskote. i had to make sure the standard was there. if anyone didnt meet the standard. i had to make it up for them to the best of my capabilities. even thou these people would often get on my nerves. well. but like my dad said. sometimes. in something where people do things collectively, whether its two people, male and female. or four armskotemen. maybe sometimes, u need to learn to leave things be, so that others can learn and learn to take initiative. wadever it is. i hope i ll never have to stand by the sidelines and watch my dad's words being proved wrong.

|cowpoo| 9:44 PM|

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